his body is a wonderland.

I don't know what it is but i've gained this weird obsession with John Mayer.
and not like a creepy teenage fan obsession but more like a grown woman crush--if that even makes sense.
I just think he is amazingly talented and when I saw his sleeve of tattoos it just made me like him even more.
He seems to be crazy funny and I don't know--just extremely intriguing to me.
Everytime I listen to his music I feel like I want to just pick up a guitar and start playing something...like maybe i can be that inspiring.
This really is just a nonsense post but I'm bored and he's been on my mind.

comeback kid

i've come to realize that one of the weirdest feelings for me is coming home from college. it's just crazy when you're away for a few months because when you return, everything seems to be completely different.
you're family seems different because they've continued life without you but in a different way because the situation has now changed..no you.

i've tried to pinpoint the feeling but i honestly can't.

someone told me that it's like trying to join a game of musical chairs once a few rounds have already been played. there really isn't room for you and if you do find a chair, you're changing things (the amount of people that get out in a round).
idk.

it's just weird.

on a completely different note, i've been trying to focus my frustrations into writing songs. and while my efforts have been successful in the music area, lyrics are lacking.
my guitar is probably worn out by all the frustrated strumming i've been doing.
bleh.