questionable.

hello february 9, 2010.
wow.
i can't believe i'm putting this on my blog.
but i really want to do this.
i'm going to lose weight.
i'm gonna try to keep up with the peeps on celebrity fit club and lose 3 pounds by next week and ultimately 35 pounds in 8 weeks.
this is gonna be hard because food has had some serious control over me.
but not anymore.
i'm relinquishing control and giving it up to God and making this decision.
things are getting real right now. my life needs to change starting now.
starting today.
JESUS, HELP ME.